He didn't plan it to turn out this way. He didn't plan for any of this at all. But it was the heat of the moment and he had to do something. He hadn't participated in the battle with the intention to die. He couldn't help that it did, either. But Theodore knew he did, because he was standing over his own body.
The next few moments went by quickly. It didn't occur to him that he should've done something. He was supposed to allow himself to move on. But he didn't. He couldn't bring himself to leave. He had to make sure that everyone was alright. That everyone was safe. Even though no one could hear him, despite the fact he was so sure he was screaming.
And then it was over. The fighting stopped and bodies were being collected. Some were mourned. Some weren't even recognised. All Theodore could do was stand there in the midst of it and do nothing.
The next few moments went by quickly. It didn't occur to him that he should've done something. He was supposed to allow himself to move on. But he didn't. He couldn't bring himself to leave. He had to make sure that everyone was alright. That everyone was safe. Even though no one could hear him, despite the fact he was so sure he was screaming.
And then it was over. The fighting stopped and bodies were being collected. Some were mourned. Some weren't even recognised. All Theodore could do was stand there in the midst of it and do nothing.